Happy New Year!!!!

Another totally new year is waiting for us. 2005 is going to finish in several hours. I feel that this year has been a very long year for me. Too many things happened to me in 2005. Too many changes in my life. Too many decisions to be decided.....too many, too long.
I am looking forward to 2006 and I believe that I will have a very happy new year(^^)p
Happy New Year!!!!!!

Semicon Japan 2005

I went for an interpreter's job in Tokyo 2 days ago for Semicon. What is Semicon? I bet most of the people don't know about this, including myself....I didn't really know what it is all about but I have to interprete everything>< it was tough. of course after looking around some boothes there I graduatly got some idea of it and did my job better than the beginning. It was an interesting exhibition though... I learnt alot of special vocabularies for Semicon and get to know what is high technology. My boss said that maybe after several times of this kind of experiences maybe I can be a professional interpreter for Semiconduction industry and I can earn alot from this. But the fact is I am not interested in this....it is too difficult for me and I cannot imagine that I have to face robot, wafer, dry pump, retaining ring etc...everyday....I don't think that I am a part of high tech, so don't expect myself. I am still searching for my future. Never have this kind of hard time before. One of the reason that I want to go to graduate school, it is because that I am not sure about what should I do in the future and I need time to think of it but I don't want to waste my time so I choose to study more and see whether I can find my answer or not. This trip to Tokyo made myself think about many things alot. I aprreciate it. I think I've grown alot via this job. Future is still too far way from me, I just want to enjoy the moment right now, because I am still young. I don't want to make myself by stuck with everything. That's me!

Back from Taiwan

Just came back from Taiwan. This time I suddenly decide to go back because I couldn't get my working visa here in Japan....so I spent 5 days back home. This trip in Taiwan I found that I am not suitable with the life there. Taiwan is a nice place to eat, to do some shopping and have fun but I don' t think that it is a good place for me to stay forever....of course I cannot say that I am not going back, maybe I found a nice job I will be back...but at this moment I feel that Japan is more a home to me. Isn' t it weird??? I love the life in Japan so I decide to apply for the graduate school here and try to stat here as long as I can. But this time when I get into Tokyo's immigration...the officer is so mean to me...I was sooooo afraid that tehy won't let me in. and becasue of the visa I have to return back to Taiwan again before March.....Bless me!

The Mask of Zorro

The Mask of Zorro was one of my favorite tv probgram.
for the concert of the marching band which I am participating is practicing the theme song of it. The rythem, the beat, the melody ....everything is so cool and powerful. I love that kind of drama and music. the ancinet Europe....are so beautiful...
there is another movie called "The Pirates of Carribean", this is also a very nice movie. The music of it is very similar to Zorro, which I like both of them.
I am very excited about the coming concert in March 2006. Looking forward to it!!

what does everything mean to me?

these days I 've been thinking about what do I want for my life or is it the thing that I want?
all these problems are keep on disturbing me these days. I found that I always have these kinds of problems. During the school life I always thought about that why should I made myself busy and what are all those things meant to me...?? and these days I was thinking that I love the life in Japan and I wish to stay here longer so I decide to apply for the graduate school here, but is this the best decision for me? I cannot tell... what about my dreams? this decision is nothing to do with my dreams but just to fit my feelings right now. I think when people is getting older and older the passion and courages are getting weaker and weaker at the same time...why can't I make up mu mind and leave for another new place? It is just because that I don't want to get into a new enviroment right now...that's it. so I chose to stay here and stay with all my old friends and so on. I tell myself that I will finish all my dreams before the age of 30 and now is just my break time. after I took a long break I think I will get ready for new challenges.

do you believe...?

I am a person who believes in Destiny...but not that much...
and now I really really do believe in destiny!!
because something miracle and unbelievable happens to me so I cannot deny that there is something call Destiny.
So many times I think that I can change and control my destiny but these days so many things happened and I cannot not to believe that everything is undercontrolled by the destiny.
I thank to the destiny and I will keep it as my precious.
Thank you so much!!

happiness

these days I am really happy with everything.
I am happy that someone is always with me and understands me.
I like the life that I am having now, I like the decision that I made, I like everything of my life.
I cannot express my feeling with words because I think that I am the luckiest person in the world.

this is Life...

These days many things happened around me. Most of them are good and sweet. I enjoy alot but of course there are so many things for me to think about it. Sometimes I feel why life is also not simple....?? many things are waiting for me to solve...sometimes I even have to give up something to keep another...making decisions are always tough><
I know that I should choose the way which is the best for me and my future, but when I give up somethings I cannot avoid the painess and sadness from it.
After all these days, one things that I reliaze is that I should enjoy my life now and don't make myself regret!
Let's enjoy our Life!!

Je Te Veux

Je Te Veux= You are the one that I want.
This is a very beautiful song. It's one of my favorite^^. I think about many things and many people while I was playing in the concert. My tears dropped down...and I couldn't stop it.
I was not sad but happy, I think that I am very lucky to have this oppurtunity to express my music and feeling. Another things is this is my last concert before I graduate (though I am still staying in Beppu, Oita) and this concert really means alot to me. From now on the juniors will handle everything for Life Music and my duty will be just only watch them and give them best wishes.
This is the 5th year of Life Music and I hope that 10years, 20 years...later Life Music is still there and carry on giving people happiness, moving music.
Life Goes On.....

I'm back

2005/10/30 Tenku Festival in APU!!!

This is my fisrt performance after I GRADUATE from APU. Everytime when I was practicing with juniors I really don't reliaze that I am already graduate....I still feel like an university student.
This time I have completed all the dances and technics so I am really satisfy!
I hope there will my next chance to perform with these good friends again!