Back from Taiwan

Just came back from Taiwan. This time I suddenly decide to go back because I couldn't get my working visa here in Japan....so I spent 5 days back home. This trip in Taiwan I found that I am not suitable with the life there. Taiwan is a nice place to eat, to do some shopping and have fun but I don' t think that it is a good place for me to stay forever....of course I cannot say that I am not going back, maybe I found a nice job I will be back...but at this moment I feel that Japan is more a home to me. Isn' t it weird??? I love the life in Japan so I decide to apply for the graduate school here and try to stat here as long as I can. But this time when I get into Tokyo's immigration...the officer is so mean to me...I was sooooo afraid that tehy won't let me in. and becasue of the visa I have to return back to Taiwan again before March.....Bless me!